struggling with the loss

I’m afraid I now sit in the seat (once again) of my reader. I am struggling with the loss of a loved one. This time it is my husband’s daughter. His first born.

Waiting for a visit is always difficult, after a loss. This wait seems particularly difficult. My husband has been through several catastrophes recently. I am filled with anxiety watching him try to weather another storm in his life. If only I could tell him, I’ve seen her. I’ve talked with her. She is fine. She is happy!

We pray for her every day. I talk to her every night, before I sleep. I invite her visit, but leave the choice with her.

It seems that while I wait each night for her visit, other passed loved ones, flit in and out of my dreams. However, nothing of any seeming significance. Perhaps they are simply like the TV announcer telling us to tune in again tomorrow night, same time, same station.

So here I shall be, struggling with the loss, hoping and waiting for that special first visit from her since her passing.

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ABOUT ME

SUE BAUMGARDNER

A writer and a long-time communicator with those who have passed over, it has finally dawned on me that these two are inseparable for me. My writing seems to invariably involve death and dying and even seeing onto (sometimes even stepping into) the other side of the veil. It’s just who I am. I’m sure there are others out there who are much like me, in one of these worlds, or both. It is here I will write about my beliefs, my study of, my experiencing of, and sharing of this very special area of lifting the veil.

I am here to share this contact (with our loved ones.) I am here for you who wish to share your similar experiences with us, and for those of you who only wish to experience your own contact with a loved one. We will learn from each other. The one thing I am absolutely certain of is that those who have passed on, have not ceased to exist. They are alive, more alive than they ever were here and they are ~ DYING TO TALK WITH YOU.

GHOST HOSTS ~ True Ghost Stories

Ghosts, or disembodied spirits, have visited the author on a pretty regular basis for most of her life. Within these pages you will meet some of these visitors, some evil, others helpful messengers. From the traumatizing hauntings to the guardian angel spirits visits, most have a purpose/communicative reason for their presence in this dimension. Find yourself entertained, or awakened, or enlightened in this spellbinding read.

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